Posted by terrics on April 28, 2004, at 15:56:45
Hi All, I have been unable to give up my old boundry -crossing T. If I cannot afford her she will not charge me. I told her that if our sessions mess up DBT we will have to stop. I told her I'd call her once in awhile. She said no, we'll go out to lunch. I have the same delemma as crushed because I am in love with her and have been for a long time. She knows. She says she loves me too, but also that she is a confirmed hetero.
I had a second session with the DBT therapist and know she will be better for me and safer.
So, I am getting more and more depressed and very dissociated. All this is making me want to cut, but I haven't. The DBT therapist said to call before I cut. I do not want to bother her or my other T. I know where this is going....I have pdoc tomorrow. I guess I could tell her, but it is going to happen soon. I have no restraint on this for some reason. It feels like the only thing I have any control over. terrics
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