Posted by Elle2021 on July 18, 2004, at 3:37:13
In reply to Re: Have I been hearing voices? » Elle2021, posted by SandyWeb on July 16, 2004, at 18:43:22
> His voice and MY voice sound far away. And I'm not connected to my body. I feel like I'm about a couple inches to the side of my body. And the room, and everyone in it, seem like a dream. I hate it because I know I look normal on the outside, and I have to continue to act normal. Scary stuff.
I completely agree. I think dissociating is so vexing. It always happens to me in my therapist's office. I try to fight it, but after it's started, it's hard to fight it. I guess sometimes I appreciate it, but just not in my T's office.
> I suppose it would be a good idea to let him know that I'm not connected, but I just can't do that. I still have the very strong value of handling my difficulties by myself. I can not accept help. I haven't really learned....or want to learn, for that matter...how to tell someone that I'm in trouble. I have to handle it by myself.Well... You have taken the step to see a pdoc, and in a way that was/is asking for help. And you have asked for help here. So, in a way you've made a lot of progress. :)
>How do you get away from him?<
> The fowl male takes a lot of energy to get away from. I have to focus on my prayers to God.So through refocusing, that is a good idea.
>Even though, sometimes he still is able to throw in a couple more HORRIBLE curses....right in the middle fo my talk with God.
That almost sounds like OCD to me. I've experienced the same thing and I know how extremely uncomfortable I feel when it happens.
What do you think the foul male wants from you?
I don't know what "she" wants from me. I asked her and she doesn't answer.
Elle
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