Posted by mmcconathy on September 3, 2004, at 11:09:32
In reply to Re: I'm having siezures after i talk to God » Shadowplayers721, posted by tinydancer on September 3, 2004, at 1:22:32
Ritchie *sometimes* can help in these situations, by helping shuting them down, there is overload of uncontrolled thoughts that im going crazy, and then i guess i so called *siezure*. I usually hold on to him, as a clarfied i brace for impact from an unkown force.
But during a severe attacks, my thoughts about are too intense, Ritchie becomes distorted, and i ahve to shut him down, at these points, i've done authoritive hynosis, and command my self to shut down everthing, sometimes i do lose counsiousness and go into sleep, but it doest work 100%
Still I need to talk to my pdoc, about seeing a nuerologist, i have been told i have been having disociation, this is very possible.
This may be a therory, i was adviced in a post that disociation occurs in an altered state of counsiousness, this does happen when im looking for God, i cant hear him, so i try to turn on "all channels" like a radio, to hopefully find him, but this i belive triggers these attacks, because there is excess electrity being routed to all section maybe in my brain, but this causes paranoia, because im so increadibly hyper-alert.
Ill post back soon updating.
No attacks today thankfully.
Matt
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