Posted by Aphrodite on October 31, 2004, at 19:11:22
In reply to Re: Discouraged, feeling selfish » Aphrodite, posted by daisym on October 31, 2004, at 16:12:01
I'm just so nervous. I'm afraid of being rejected. They are very old fears. And the rational side of me is just so cynical and berates the younger parts for not getting over the past. The more I dwell in it, the harsher that inner critic becomes. If there is anything my rational part hates in myself and others is weakness, and young Aphrodite is very weak (and mute) indeed.
I think I'll have that glass of wine.
I know what I have to do. It's getting "all of Aphrodite" on board for the process that is hard to do. Like I've said before, it's the young parts that need therapy but the grown up me gets tired of hauling me there and sitting through it when there are SO many things to do in my current life. And my T really gets annoyed by that adult.
Oh, you guys will be hearing so much more from me. Hope the board stays in supportive mode. Fingers crossed.
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