Posted by Dinah on November 1, 2004, at 17:53:34
In reply to Re: You've always got through it before... » Dinah, posted by fallsfall on November 1, 2004, at 15:00:23
I had no choice about cancelling the sessions. If I had gone, I'd have missed the deadline. I was counting hours to see if it was even possible to make it. I figured Thurs afternoon, while stuck at the hospital with my dad, that it wasn't possible even if I could stay up all night to make the deadline as it was set. I was right. I made it twelve hours after the given deadline. There just weren't enough hours between then and the deadline. And I couldn't stay up all night. So I did cancel, but I called for support.
The first cancellation (Wednesday) was just as well. I thought cancelling would enable me to meet the Friday deadline with enough time to see him on Friday. But as it turns out, he wouldn't have been able to see me Wednesday because of his own problems. He'd have had to cancel.
And yes, it does seem trivializing. I brought it up with him today, he was quite flippant about it. He said something like "My bad" and when I mentioned it again told me I could shoot him if I liked for making an unhelpful comment. I was *not* being snippy, either. I was being calm and reflective.
Sigh.
This is not a high point of our relationship. :) But I have faith that we'll get back to a better spot.
poster:Dinah
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