Posted by Susan47 on January 28, 2005, at 23:23:15
In reply to Re: Oh Dear., posted by tryingtobewise on January 28, 2005, at 23:02:50
I suppose Friday nights are difficult, I do live in a city and there are Starbucks everywhere but it's the last thing I wanna do right now, I actually feel a bit better, plus I can't afford to go anywhere anyway. Whine. Poor me. Have to get up early and go to class, thank god it's a field trip not that boring classroom stuff that classroom will be the death of me if it's not over soon.
Today I realized I have to find ways to be kinder to myself, not just little things, but maybe bigger things, things I can work for, like skiing in the early morning on an old logging road ski trail, you know those long ones that are so incredibly quiet and beautiful? I need to go do that again. It's been way way too long, years, way too many years. What a wasted life I have.
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