Posted by littleone on February 18, 2005, at 18:38:24
In reply to I can't take anymore, I'm done with therapy, posted by shrinking violet on February 18, 2005, at 11:12:11
> I'm such a fool. I can't do this any more. It's such BS, all of it, the "relationship," the "work," none of it means anything and it all hurts too much. I'm not cut out for this. I quit. :-(
Wow, I could have just written this. I have no hope about me or therapy or whatever. I really want to throw in the towel.
I guess I'm feeling torn because now I have more insight into how screwed up I am. How screwed up my life is. But I'm in a limbo area. I can see all this stuff that is wrong, but I can't see how to fix it or even how to tolerate it. I can't see how to dump therapy and yet continue to live my screwed up life in my screwed up self.
Is that a problem for you too? I'm not exactly sure why you're in therapy to start with. If your life could continue quite happily without therapy.
I'm sorry you're having such a hard time at the moment. I take it that if you're graduating soon that you have a heap of exams or assignments or whatever coming up? It must be a terrible time for you to change T's or dump therapy or anything at the moment.
Sending you warm thoughts.
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