Posted by corafree on February 19, 2005, at 17:34:17
In reply to Re: Buckled @ Knees Thwarted Suicide Attempt » corafree, posted by fallsfall on February 19, 2005, at 13:12:06
Managed to watch movie, eat, go outside and smoke straight up to the lady that says 'smoke is coming into her house from mine' (I smoke inside) ... but if she wants me to stand outside and let it rise right to her front door, ... am I being mean?
Have appt. @ 5, just hair wash and style, but think your caring gives me strength to go.
Keep getting out of bed, stay up as long as can, then back, so much anxiety; curl up w/ my late Dad's blanket.
Cannot reach children yet.
No, there isn't anyone who 'really knows me and cares' that I can truly trust, besides the children.
I'm sandwiched in this condo between a 'your smoke is coming in my house' lady above; and a 'guy turned bad' next to me!
I guess I'm paranoid, but I'd never hurt them, they'd never hurt me, why should I care, I know all that; still feels like I fear them.
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