Posted by Susan47 on February 23, 2005, at 10:31:17
In reply to Aphrodite., posted by Susan47 on February 23, 2005, at 10:22:53
It wasn't because my T liked me, or I thought he liked me either. It was, I think, because I didn't like myself so much. I felt like a fool, pretty much.
It sounds like a lot of us have trouble seeing our T's in public. But the weird thing is, now, I'm thinking about my new T, and I'm thinking I'm not going to have any trouble at all seeing her in public, and I'm also feeling she could be my friend. I mean, not that that would really happen, but I have this good heart-to-heart feeling about her, that we're equals, somehow my last therapist, whom I still feel madly about, somehow we didn't start out as equals, I think because he was a man and a man who I thought thinks too much of himself .. but I might've been wrong about that, really. I was starting to feel like I was wrong about that, near the end. But since then men have begun unfolding their ways to me, and I realize that maybe they're not the monsters I always thought they were. They're just opportunistic, hopeful, and sad. And some men are truly, really lovable.
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