Posted by rubenstein on July 26, 2005, at 9:59:11
I was so sad yesterday in my session. Sometimes I try to protect my T, even though I know that isn't needed or waht he needs me to do. We were talking about why I was sad and why I felt like I was a bad person...he changed it to why I am a good person, and I just couldn't think of anything except that I am responsible. It made me so sad, and he asked me where all my saddness came from and I told him alot of it but not all. I don't know why I held out, it was just like the words couldn't come out. At the end of the session he asked me if I had told him all I was sad about, I said no, and we just looked at each other. I felt so bad, for disapointing him and for losing myself. When did I get so lost?
Sorry for the post
rubenstein
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