Posted by FreetoFly on October 19, 2005, at 18:23:23
In reply to Re: help, posted by lostinfeelings on October 19, 2005, at 17:29:58
I wrote this long reply to all of your posts, and then couldn't log in!!!! UGH.
I had to re register under another name, but i want you guys to know I have been reading your posts from the beginning and you all amaze me with your honesty, insight and courage.
I want to re-write what i wrote earlier, but I can't right now.
In a nutshell...my t. holds me. Every session. For 2 years now. We are both female...and yes, I had feelings of arousal for her at first. Now it is more like she is my mom. I still want to rip her blouse off and breast feed, though!
I do know those unmet needs are SO HUGE and SO STRONG and SO PAINFUL. I am in the middle of it. When you have been neglected your whole life it is really a basic need that can't be filled by anyone. It has to be someone you trust who will be safe...it took me 2 years with her to get the nerve to ask. I was so glad she said yes!
Will write more when/if I can. Until then, I smile as I think of all of you. thanks for sharing everything you guys do. It helps me tremendously to not feel so alone or like a freak.
Free to Fly
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