Posted by crushedout on November 20, 2005, at 16:40:57
In reply to Re: I think I might be grieving » crushedout, posted by 10derHeart on November 20, 2005, at 16:17:33
It's ok 10der. I don't expect everyone to read and remember all my posts, and I post so rarely.
I cut back because of money/insurance. I had some amazing insurance for about 4 years and it just ended. :(
i'll see my T tomorrow. we have a double session. i can't wait. i miss her so much. the last time i saw her, though, i was filled with dread about seeing her, and i'm a little afraid tomorrow will feel like that, too. i think it feels extremely scary to me right now. maybe especially because of the drugs.
i really don't want to get high before therapy and i can't seem to stop myself from doing it. i'm going to try tomorrow but i don't know if i can
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> I'm sorry, I forget why you cut back on therapy. Seems like you posted about that before..? Will you be going back again?
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> Sorry for all the questions...I just care. ((crushed))
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