Posted by crushedout on January 1, 2006, at 16:08:55
I drastically reduced my therapy sessions the past two months for financial reasons that will no longer be relevant in 2006 so tomorrow I see my T and we're supposed to go back up to twice a week (from once, down from thrice, er, three times/week).
I put myself into a drug stupor to survive all this and now I have to claw my way back out but I can barely stand up. I have piles of junk I need to put away, bills to pay, surfaces to dust, but I am stuck to this couch and computer for now. I'm scared to go back to therapy. I've missed her a lot. But I don't know how to reconnect tomorrow. It feels too raw, therapy. I can't become that raw in such a short time, without lots and lots of coaxing and loving care. I need to be cradled for hours first. How will I ever manage?
I'm tempted to call her and ask for a double because I feel like I'll need at least one session just to warm up to her.
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