Posted by madeline on May 17, 2006, at 5:30:51
In reply to Well, here you have it. ***CSA tigger****, posted by madeline on May 15, 2006, at 7:55:20
I'm watching the sun come up and I'm grateful to see another one.
I don't remember any of my dreams last night.
I don't know how I feel otherwise, maybe a little numb, maybe a little sad, maybe a lot tired, but I'm here to fight another day.
I talked to my T twice yesterday and for the first time ever, he called me for a check in. He's coming around and getting back to his old therapeutic self. He admitted that I just totally threw him for a loop.
But he told me that I was probably experiencing some very very old shame. And just putting a name to this feeling has helped a lot.
Also, thanks to everyone that helped me here. It's nice to feel that people "reach back" you know?
Maddie
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