Posted by Dinah on May 22, 2006, at 21:52:43
In reply to Re: I'm around (trigger I guess)/Dinah? » Dinah, posted by MidnightBlue on May 22, 2006, at 10:42:42
I'm feeling a bit more optimistic than I have in a while this evening. I hope it lasts. The deadline will never be made. But on the bright side, I've really concluded that I need to all but quit, and if that doesn't work to completely quit.
So if they fire me, who cares.
I still hate to fail though, or to let people down.
But I've been fighting a losing battle for too long now. It's not what I want to do with my life. It's not good for my health or my mental wellbeing.
My therapist has always encouraged me to keep as fully employed as I can, but I think he's incorrect there.
I don't find change easy, not even positive change. So it may be hard to implement my new resolve. But I'm going to give it my best shot.
Thanks for standing beside me through all this.
poster:Dinah
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