Posted by Larry Hoover on May 28, 2006, at 9:31:23
In reply to Re: **Trigger** And more....., posted by Larry Hoover on May 27, 2006, at 11:31:15
Before I continue my soliloquy, I would like to dedicate my words to pfinstegg, whose spirit spoke to mine. In gratitude.....
> I know there's at least one more entity inside me, and it isn't me. I just figured that out, too. I think it might be an internalized version of my mom. Only I'm better at it than even she was. The verbal abuse, I mean. The abuse wasn't merely physical. Maybe it's a hybrid of me and my mom. It'll come to me, some time. It takes time to look at everything.
I don't know what to call this "other" entity. I think it's a projection. I only had one fragment, after all. I am now almost certain of that. Certainty doesn't come easily to a scientist, even one with a lively spirit.
So what the H is this thing?
Saying it has a sharp tongue is hyperbolic understatement. Saying it likes to have the last word, likewise.
Yet, it is protective. It clears the battlefield, after the anger is spent. But still shoots off more words, like covering fire.
It's got a lot of me in it, but I don't feel like I'm missing another piece.
It is me, but it isn't me at all. And I'm thinking the latter clause is the correct one.
I'm mystified, yet. But this is fun. There are so many answers, in here, now.
God, I love you guys. If y'all can fix me, just think what you can do! <winkage>
Lar
poster:Larry Hoover
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