Posted by inimitable on December 12, 2006, at 19:45:31
In reply to Re: Suicide -mad at myself ** big trigger i think** » inimitable, posted by Deneb on December 12, 2006, at 19:26:45
see, i don't know if i would feel so guilty if this were a one person project i blew off. i don't mind that i blew off the exam (well i do, cause it was a take home and should have been easy, and i am dissaponited in myself), but that i let down my group members, and then i sent them an email, after one of them sent me one, showing her concern for me, and i sent on back to her and the guy in my group, telling them that it came down to my well being or going to class, and i chose my well being, so now this GUY that i liked knows that i'm messed up.
but anyways that is the main reason i feel guilty, but also cause i liked this professor, and i think he liked me, and i had to dissapoint him, if he even is dissapointed in me, but i also have to face him in the future, because in my T's letter, my T asked if i could get an incomplete, so that means i will finish the work later within this next year. so i will have to face the professor again, and he will knwo i'm not well. ugh.
thank you all :)*inimitable
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