Posted by cubic_me on January 27, 2007, at 7:40:06
In reply to Re: what keeps you going? (my reasons), posted by philyra on January 26, 2007, at 14:39:48
I have two main reasons, that sound very selfish really, but they're what keep me alive sometimes.
Firstly I have a huge fear of being dead. I know that sounds stupid, but I hate to think of my body being found (a burden on someone) and I hate that I won't be in control of it and that it'll decompose. I hate it that I want to die so much sometimes, but don't want my body to be dead.
Secondly, killing myself would mean that people would know about 'me' and my depression etc, especially my parents. I'm a very private person and really don't want anyone to know.
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