Posted by Happyflower on March 17, 2007, at 14:45:03
I have been feeling a lot of various feelings torwards ending therapy. Some days are good and some days I am in tears for no real reason other than it feels like I am in mourning or something.
I guess the key is to keep busy with life so you don't have time to dwell on things. ( this I learned in therapy). It really helps most of the time. But this week I am off school so it is harder to stay busy.I joined Weight Watchers this week and have been doing very well with the program, I am weighed on Monday, so I hope there will be at least a loss. ;-) I need my body to catch up with my healthy mind. LOL
Well I recently found out that my running friend who is also a T, she is like a mentor to me anyways, she is a lifetime member of WW. So she invited me to go to a different meeting and she would introduce to some of her friends. Sometimes they get together for lunch afterwards or for walking. She is just so awesome and could really be a true friend to me.
Well I also saw my T today at the gym. Things feel more relaxed with him almost intereacting with him seems normal in the public. I was looking outside the windows of the workout place, and he walked by and said good morning to me. He must have just got there because I was just cooling off from my workout.
Then I sometimes study in the lounge after my workout partly because the chairs and tables are at a comfortable height so I don't have to strain my neck. It is mostly quiet there, so it is nice. I find it interesting to watch people come in and then leave, they look so much different when they are all cleaned up with clothes on. LOLWell today my T saw me studying and I noticed him and quickly turned away, but he came up to me and started small talk with me. It was funny because as he was walking torwards me he ran into another guy. It was so cool to see my T in jeans for the first time. It wasn't a long conversation or anything, but it was nice. I guess I will have to get used to this because once I terminate, that is all I will have. So it will be cool not to lose him totally. I will miss picking his brain though. Anyways,I don't know I am posting. I guess not too many post about termination while they are going through it so I hope it will help someone sometime. Well I need to get back to studying, I have 2 exams this week! Yikes! The pressure is on!
Take care,
Happyflower
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