Posted by Poet on March 23, 2007, at 12:18:42
I got rejected for two out of three jobs, and I don't expect to ever hear back from the first one. I had three interviews at the one place- three. Yes, that's good, wow, I am so very special, B.S. if I was so good and so very special I'd get the job. Not get rejected.
Today, I told my T, I will not be a failure at 50, and she said, so it's *success or you off yourself?* I said, *exactly.* She said, *I meant A or B, which is your choice?* I said if *I don't get A then I do B.*
She told me that if I did it, she would be very hurt and would miss me. We talked a bit about that and I know she is being genuine. She looked at when my birthday is, too, I don't think she just happened to grab a file folder and look inside it for no reason.
I can't take job hunting, I can't take interviewing, I can't get disability because I am capable of working. This is all such a big ugly joke on me.
Poet
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