Posted by susan47 on May 8, 2007, at 21:28:30
In reply to Re: Muse, my muse, you are my Muse, my dear, posted by susan47 on May 8, 2007, at 21:19:59
You know, I think there's truly a stage that's probably necessary in a girl's life when she has to have this idolic worship of a love greater than herself, you know, the state where love is larger than life, and you have this immense Crush on someone .. and that's meant to make us feel good, you know? And I think maybe if we don't get heard or satisfied when we're really actually In Love for the first real time, if there's no good conclusion whereby we get to feel good, then I think it's quite possible that we need to re-explore that stage until we get it Right. I think maybe Therapy is trying to fill that role when maybe it's not aware .. I mean, the T doesn't know what's really going on and that s/he needs to remain unstuck for their client's sake .. why did I DO this? Why me? I thought I was kind of semi-normal. Then I go and blow my cover, but Good.
Sometimes it's just too fr*gging much to stand, you know. You know? I need to talk to somebody about this, I need to resolve, R-e-s-o-l-v-e this in a good way. In a way that's moving me forward feeling good about the next stage of life, which is turning out to be absolutely Immense and Grand in Scope.
Baby.
I know.
It's the drug. The Drug.
I know.
I know how this all sounds, how it looks.
I've been honest from the very beginning, even in my rantings and ravings ...
and I still have the urge to say, Stuff it where the Sun don't shine,
Sunshine.
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