Posted by wishingstar on May 22, 2007, at 22:20:48
In reply to update... doing well, posted by wishingstar on May 21, 2007, at 23:45:50
thank you everyone. :)
I had a bit of a harder day today, but still nothing compared to where I was a few weeks ago.
Saw Ginny. I was so ready to talk... had lots of things in my head I was prepared and wanting to talk about. But first thing, she started questioning about "had I thought more about leaving therapy". I told her I'm frustrated because I feel like her continung to bring that up just keeps me distanced.. keeps me from being able to start rebuilding. She didnt understand that. While I love Ginny as a person, and we do get along very well, she just has missed the point entirely. I'm trying so hard to rebuild and I feel like shes pushing against it. Her interpretations arent even correct that often anymore.
So here it is. Tomorrow I'm going to call and make an appt with a new therapist. I'm really mad at myself for playing this game though. I need to get it together, stop pretending like I need help to get attention, and just stop. I dont know. But I'll try to make a call. I'm so sick of this........
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