Posted by susan47 on July 24, 2007, at 21:34:14
In reply to Re: I Can't Believe It » Susan47, posted by safferchic on July 21, 2007, at 1:28:00
Oh. My. God.
So much time has passed.
And the river has never flowed, for this Therapist. This man has remained invisible and broken that only once, long enough to write to me and tell me that my calls would from hereon in be listened to by a third party.
So.
What have I learned?
What do you think I did?
What happened?
What?
What happened with any of us?
Where are all the women who were here once, going through this kind of sh*t?
What happened?
One was dying of a terminal illness and having an affair with her therapist. I could have been her if this T had been openly, brazenly unethical .. his crimes were so easily hidden and I So Exposed him and he was So Angry .. still not believing, I'm sure, in anything but himself. It's so sad .. and am I right? I would never know because these people hold their silence. I could have killed myself a hundred times, as many dark nights of my own soul that I have lived while this man let it all slide away from him ...
What happened? Where is everyone now? I'm stronger and healthier and more in love with my ex-T than ever, when I think I might be wrong .. then the evidence once again stares me square in the face. The world is truly ruled by fear, suspicion, and angst.
No wonder so many of us feel damaged by it all.
No f*cking wonder, darling.
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