Posted by arora on September 4, 2007, at 7:45:40
I'm really struggling today- very teary.
can't seem to stop crying, but for no reason.
I need to go out, but I can't. Big building construction site down the road- men, all swearing, aggressive- I'm so frightened of them.
I can't walk past it today- on bad days I can't do it... it makes me feel sick with fear.I need to go out, and I'm so angry with myself for letting this get to me. On good days it doesn't bother me. Today I'm trapped.
Oh, WHY am I such a mess?? Stupid, stupid weak.arora
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