Posted by Honore on September 6, 2007, at 2:28:02
I just woke up from the worst, most violent nightmare. I feel so scared, I wish I could bolt the door more, but there isn't any way. I've tried tying it together more, but although the doors to the hall are locked, it still doesn't feel at all safe in here.
My SigO is away for several days and I don't think I can get through this. It's undoubtedly really safe, and everything frightening is in my head, but it doesn't feel that way.
I want to stay up all night, but if I do, I'll be totally exhausted. My work is already going horribly, and if I ruin it more tomorrow, I'll be even more depressed.
This is so stupid, but so terrible-feeling.
Honore
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thread:781088
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