Posted by muffled on September 13, 2007, at 23:47:52
In reply to now i am freaked out ** triggers*, posted by Dory on September 13, 2007, at 23:17:18
((Dory))
You are an amazing person, and you don't give yourself nearly enuf credit for that IMHO.
I too hope you don't lose your t.
But for now, you have him.
You have someone to *help* you sort your 'stuff'.
The keyword being 'help'.
T's guide us and listen and help, but ultimately, it is us clients that have to do the painful thing of exposing our insides....
The fact that you have done as much as you have w/T shows you are a very brave person. T is hard and scarey.
Specially the day after T, like that thread, its always worst the day after it seems...
But your T is still there.
You can learn to trust that.
You can learn that you survived before, you will survive again.
That you got a core inside of you that keeps you going.
And its a strong wonderful core.
I understand your freakedness I think.
But much of it is emotions, and emotions DO ease up with time. Other times when its seemed unbearable, I have seen you get thru it, and while it feels like sh*t, you know the intensity will ease.
You a goodun Dory.
Take special care of yourself.
I always love to see you posting.
Muffled
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