Posted by crushedout on March 4, 2008, at 19:50:03
In reply to Re: Therapy today hurt me » crushedout, posted by DAisym on March 4, 2008, at 19:39:36
everything you say makes sense, though. i hope i can work it out. i'm afraid, though, that she's not worth it. she might not be worth it. and i might need to finally just save myself. that is how i'm feeling tonight.
i'm saying, just run. just stand on your own two feet. she doesn't really have my interests at heart and she never will, and working my *ss of to pay her not to help me is just plain stupid.
that's just where i'm at now. but it feels REALLY STRONG. i also totally hear what you are saying and worry on the other side that i do this in every relationship. when someone lets me down, i walk away. and convince myself as quickly as i possibly can that they were never worth it to begin with. i'm EXTREMELY good at this. it is a very effective defense mechanism and i seem to have mastered it early on.
i have found nothing to replace it with. yet.
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