Posted by happee_place on June 15, 2008, at 1:49:00
In reply to Re: **Freaking Terrified**, posted by Phillipa on June 14, 2008, at 12:39:03
thank you guys i am really happy to be here - that is one possitive!! And yes i will talk to my dr on Monday. Im going to ask him to keep me on lamictal and add back my wellb. My husband and i are back to 'normal' today (the 2 day mark was today) and he started joking with me again trying to make me smile. It helps to distract my depression but makes my digress unblievably. When he is at work and things are quiet again and my head starts spinning again i cant help but feel so disrespected and low that my emotions are too much for him to talk through, and it makes more sense to him to pretend that nothing is wrong, go on with life and this will take care of itself? Seems so in-humane? How can he live with himself? Does he really lay down at night and think 'few glad she is normal again' - because i put on a show for him.
I dont think these are good ingredients for a long lasting marriage. And certainly not the right ingredients for a person who has had anorexia and a history of depression.
Thank you for sharing you are bulimic. Im sorry you have to deal with that i wouldnt wish it on my worst enemy. Knowing that makes me feel even more comfortable here knowing ppl understand me.
thanx for all of your support
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