Posted by LadyBug on July 14, 2008, at 22:22:53
In reply to Re: I got a letter from my T! ;-(, posted by Looney Tunes on July 14, 2008, at 19:49:52
LT
Leaving was my choice and yes she hurt me so much at a time when I was struggling so much and it was the last straw for me. I don't want to find another T. My choice is to either go see her for a few final visits for some closure and then stand on my own. I should be able to do that after working with her for over 11 years. No one else can teach me what I don't already know. I don't want to go through it again.
Her letter was a kick in my face. Nothing personal like she would have been before. I need to know if she's totally frustrated with me and hates me like I think she does. Part of me wants her to love me like I know she did. She told me she loved me lots of times. I believe we loved each other and had a really strong connection for years. She was sooo good to me over the years and I put her through every test you could imagine. But her cruelty hit me in the head and severed that connection. She said, it was just being tested. In my eyes, it was severed...........
Ladybug
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