Posted by Lemonaide on August 2, 2008, at 21:55:12
I have thought so much about what I wanted to say to my old T when I thought I was going to meet him, I thought about every possible reaction, angle, that I think I got sick of thinking of him.
I told my current T that I am sick of talking about it. But since I was upset last session, I think he wants to work on it. I am sure there is some residue left that needs to be worked on.
But have you ever thought about something so much, you actually got sick of what you were thinking of?
Maybe this has given me some closure (hate that phrase) that I am NEVER going to have ANY kind of relationship with him. In fact I think since I brought up seeing a lawyer to him (even though I said I was sorry about doing that on a message to him) I think he won't like me so much now. Which is good because it takes away all possibilities. Plus I told him to respect my privacy in public, not to come up to me and talk to me unless I do first.
I think this is good thing. I am ready to move on to other stuff with my T. We have a lot of work to do and I am taking the fall semester off of school just so I don't have to worry about any fall out over trauma therapy. Having a family is enough to deal with right now.
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