Posted by yellowbird01 on June 29, 2009, at 19:40:39
In reply to Re: Coping with suicidal thoughts » yellowbird01, posted by antigua3 on June 29, 2009, at 19:22:14
Thanks for responding antigua...
I think that thinking of family (spouses, children, etc) it what gets a lot of people through it. Unfortunately, my family isnt involved in my life at this time, and I'm single without kids. I isolate a lot, and that's my fault... but there it is. Probably the only way anyone would notice if I disappeared would be when I stopped showing up for work.
I did see T today. I'm having a lot of trouble trusting T right now and I'm not feeling safe with her. Plus, I've already overdone my limit for calling/emailing recently. There's no specified limit, but I'm sure it there was, I've hit it. I'm sure I'm pushing her boundaries. I dont go back until next Fri (week and a half) if I get get off work... if not, wont be until next Tues (2 weeks from now).
Unfortunately, I've dug this hole myself.
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