Posted by healing928 on July 6, 2013, at 23:42:27
In reply to Re: major transference and terminating therapy, posted by healing928 on July 7, 2008, at 19:40:19
After I wrote the below post so much happened.... Due to my phsyical health I don't remember the details but I went back to T2, but that was cut short when I got physically sick. He pretty much abandoned me. I have many health issues now and my daughter has autism. I think being in therapy covered up so much. I started therapy with t2 because I knew something was wrong, but he made it out to be about my anger. My anger was i knew something was wrong with my baby! anyway, I am beyond stuck. It turns out that my daughter and i have a genetic disorder and my health issues are so complex. t1 and I have a friend of a friend on facebook, i messaged him two weeks ago; he read it but won't respond. The last i talked with him was a few years ago. I remember calling him about my daughter and thinking she had autism. We got disconnected and he would never call me back. I don't get it. Is it guilt? For years he diagnosed me with bipolar but told him I didn't agree because my fatigue is not depression and then when my daughter having autism did he realize that he had a genetic component?? SO uncertain right now about so much..... Very tired, so hope this makes sense...
~Healing
w> I connected with t2 from the start. When I had T1 i was much younger, and very shy. I didn't open up to him, but I think I can do that now. I was young when I started seeing him, so it was kind of like a teacher thing. T2 is more like a friend, nothing sexual. He sends me emails, and at first seemed to be there for me. Now I am wondering if that was just part of my therapy. He dx me with BPD, and t1 doesn't believe i have that. T2 is having some personal problems, and has really backed away, and is disappointed with my progress. It is just really confusing. Sometimes I just feel like he used me so he could have another BPD on his list of disorders he has treated.
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> SOrry, I don't know if i am making sense or not...
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> Healing
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