Posted by Dinah on June 25, 2014, at 8:53:02
In reply to Re: Saw him » baseball55, posted by Dinah on June 25, 2014, at 8:35:05
I shouldn't have said "pathetic". Heaven knows that I understand it is more complicated than that. I don't mean to be insensitive to those who do return.
I suppose I said it because while I don't feel particular anger towards him, I feel a great deal of self shame and disgust. I feel like a damn idiot for thinking he could ever actually care about me. I feel like a damn fool for having one sided relationships that are all in my head. I feel fiscally irresponsible as well.
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