Posted by Doo on May 11, 2001, at 22:32:13
In reply to Therapist update...all is well, posted by Rzip on May 11, 2001, at 15:33:49
This is respectful of him to call you to talk about all this.
I just saw a concert, kind of modern rock music with violas. It was good, but I feel bad these days, I feel a very strange, intense tension, it may be because I'm adjusting meds. But I feel bad. The concert was distracting anyways.
I'm all so self-destructive. I gotta fight to breathe. I realize I have to learn to be a fighter if I want to survive in such a cruel world. All the cruel things we humans do, especially to mother nature, they affect me so much since I was a kid. I feel all my energy's going inwards and hurting me. I gotta find a way to express the pain I feel. That gigantic pain I feel.
Well, had to let that out. I wish you all a good night/day/whatever.
Doo
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