Posted by janejj on January 31, 2002, at 15:03:55
Ok _ maybe I shouldn't have said that I felt better, cos now I'm just depressed again. I can't stop crying....thats what I hate the most. So what do i do now ? Ask the doctor for a dose increase? Just end it all, cos its obvious that the whole of my life will be spent like this ? Could this just be major PMT and I'll be OK after my period ????
I am just not normal. I feel as though all the normal people out there are having fun and I just seem really quiet and they probably think i'm weird. There is no magic pill I realise that i am gonna be trapped like this forever now.
I feel so unstable. One minute I am OK and happy, talking about the future etc, being nice to my boyfreind. The next i'm here, I feel terrible, being horrible to my boyfriend. I don't get myself. Why the hell am I like this ? How can I expect others to stick around wjem i have such major mood swings ???
Most importantly why ????????Why is this happeneing ????????
Sorry ..
poster:janejj
thread:17618
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