Posted by lili80 on June 19, 2002, at 12:38:45
I stopped coming here because of some loser who was mean to me and called me a cry baby. Since then I have exhausted almost every other outlet there is for depression. 800 #'s , therapists, friends (um joking), psychics, aol chats, meditation, (hypnotherapy and reiki treatment were too expensive), and here i am again. The only good thing that came out of that loser was that I was not dependent on this board anymore, but I just switched my need to talk to other outlets listed above. I guess it cant hurt to say hi.
I am still not better, if not worse. Still hurting, still w/o my ex and my degree and friends, still have horrible college after me (ie they sent me a letter saying I was expelled) And if I had not been mad and wanted to make them feel guilty for doing that to me, I wouldnt have found out that some idiot didnt think to read the letters that they send out and remove my name from their list I would be dead by now. The dean called me back after I called every head at school b-ing at them and he sounded like oh s-t! we screwd up.
anyway still depressed nothing but endless nothing ness creeping around in me and still nothing has changed, its like i never left, but was just asleep in the back of the classroom, and somebody nudged me to get up guess its lunch time. speaking of lunch.....
lili
poster:lili80
thread:25493
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