Posted by johnj on June 25, 2002, at 19:50:55
In reply to Re: Is it ever ok to give up? » johnj, posted by lou pilder on June 25, 2002, at 19:03:23
10 years ago when I was at my worst I contemplated suicide. Now, I feel that is not the correct path, but still think about the pain and sometimes I wish I would not wake up or if I had some physical illness that would take me it would be better. Or just stop taking any meds and see what happens, maybe there is an outside chance working out again(which helped me once before)would bring me back to the real me. I can't lie that I do wish I would just die sometimes. But, again this is not the real me thinking things like that and Irealize that.
johnj
poster:johnj
thread:25716
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/social/20020616/msgs/25719.html