SCREAM

Posted by ensoul on September 11, 2002, at 23:43:58

not just a bad day
started over a month ago probably longer
first my stereo went, my beautiful little JVC that daughter & son-in-law bought
me after the divorce, the volume only one volume and that's super loud....I
hate not having my music, can't afford to have it fixed
then it's the computer, again...using my old one, that won't last for long
then it's the car, cost $100 to repair
daughters wedding couldn't even afford a damn present
yesterday i gave the place a though cleaning today it's totally trashed and I
mean totally
bought a new lamp, don't have any bulbs
went to get letters out, all my stamps are gone
try to hang up a curtain, it won't stay up, try again same results, get it and
its very uneven
Rick try's to take over, "here, you can't do that, let me"
yes, you're right I'm complete idiot
i hear him cough one more !*%^ time....
now mind you, yes he does have bronchitis, but he doesn't "believe" in cough
syrups or going back to the doctor
he doesn't only cough, makes that disgusting noise
I'm now hiding my allergy medicine since he refuses to call the doctor and get
a scribe himself
period from hell again, hurt too much to even walk earlier
took the 'ol perocset and I'm feeling better
then letter from SSD, we cut your check by $100 this month
checks will be bouncing soon
going to friends and have me a drinky poo
but not before he bitches about me leaving
I haven't seen my T in over 2 months
with Rick (sign. other) in treatment for cancer and trmnt center 70 miles away, since he I have to play tattle tale and call the doctor on him, make sure he makes his appts, and takes his meds, add to that caretaking for my Mother who has survived a benign brain tumor that has left cognitive, medical, mental and physical problems in it's wake
(I am the only family, and she's not "bad enough" to qualify for help)
I need a wife (mind you I am a woman) I want that cooks, cleans, is supportive, listens, has compassion..
i don't want much do I
it's just too much
too much
too much
too much
ensoul

You measure democracy by the freedom it gives its dissidents, not the freedom
it gives its assimilated conformists.
~ Abbie Hoffman

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SCREAM ensoul 9/11/02
keep on screaming and let it out...you're going... » ensoul ~Alii~ 9/12/02
Re: SCREAM » ensoul IsoM 9/12/02
Still screaming? » ensoul ~Alii~ 9/14/02
Re: Still screaming? ensoul 9/14/02

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