Posted by dreamerz on December 19, 2002, at 22:20:09
Sorry Phil for theiving your post but it says things that I'd want to say...I myself being a inarticulate duh dunce .
I have befriended another father figure cause I'm just a big baby , who also is dealing with depression SAD-not severe but can empathize so I'm feeling a *little* better.
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> I love these boards-two days ago was 4 years that I've been here. I am getting down myself because of so many suicide posts. Not because of the posts themselves, moreso because there's not a damn thing I can do except type.
> Recently, being told bt email that I was nice to try and help, now go away.
> I'm not responding anymore to these cries for help. Most don't want to hear it or are uncapable of hearing it.
> I understand the issue, having been there a few times but if I were going to kill myself, nobody here would ever know. You wouldn't get advance warning.
> You know that people don't really want to die when they post that they want to die. If I want to die, it's very easy. I do carbon monoxide or blow my brains out...done deal. No use thinking of the best way, I think it would be most unpleasant by any method.
> Why does this treatable illness take so many, so young, so clueless. I pray for those that are hurting and I pray that I can stop hurting myself.
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> Had to get that out of my system. It isn't aimed at anyone but at everyone hurting so bad that all they want is to be dead for Christmas.
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> How many suicides could be saved by just getting people to care just enough to say Help me. And then let us try to help.
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> I'm down today myself so this may come across wrong.
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Hoping you will feel better soon Phil...that goes for everyone also.
Tina I 'm not as ill as you are at the moment but I have been..life *IS* hell with just little sparkles of relief.
Someone once said that if I commit suicide I'd have to re live my life over again until I got it right ..CRAP! said I..but whoes to say he ain't right...Or you could be administered endless tunes from Barry Manilow for eternity!
poster:dreamerz
thread:33657
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