Posted by kara lynne on April 19, 2003, at 0:04:53
In reply to Re: Pissy, snipey, itchy and scratchy. » kara lynne, posted by wendy b. on April 18, 2003, at 21:42:18
I lost it today and it could have been dangerous. I turned into an ass in response to an ass. I keep thinking life is supposed to be fair. I forget that when someone cuts you off on the road you should thank them and blow them kisses, or risk death. This guy had to work hard to pull as rude a maneuver as he did.
So I honked.
Then we entered a parking lot and he saw me walking by. He leaned out his window and started in on me. That did it-- the berating on top of the rudeness. He told me to "...come over here and..." (I don't know how not to make it obscene). I think underneath it all I'm a fine person, and then this crazy woman comes out and gets into it with this guy.
I had store security walk me back to my car and I left. I was so pissed at myself, and humiliated. I was as scummy as the guy was ( for engaging. PMS, full moon, no impulse control. Later I kept thinking it was because I had nothing to look forward to. Would I have lost it so easily if I had something to look forward to? Not an excuse, just a thought.
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