Posted by whiterabbit on July 15, 2003, at 19:46:31
In reply to GEE, I HANDLED THAT WELL, posted by whiterabbit on July 14, 2003, at 20:05:51
There's another page for my "Dreadful Experiences" notebook - just put it in there, stick it back on the shelf, try to get some distance from it. Sigh...I'll try to take my own advice and just stay away from him...it hurts to even look at him, it's just so EASY for him to sneak around and tell lie after lie, it doesn't seem to bother him at all.
And if that's not terrible enough, he also goes around bad-mouthing me to everyone we know, including our son...I mean, how low can you go?
I guess he says all these hateful things about me because it makes him feel better about what he's doing. But seeing him for the selfish, bitter, petty, lieing sack of s*** that he really is, it makes me sick to my stomach...what did I do to deserve this miserable vicious treatment from him, I don't know.Well at least it's coming to an end now. I let him screw up the last 20 years of my life, he's not going to screw up the next 20 years by getting away cheap. This is ALL going on his tab.
Thanks for your kind words everybody, it does help, I must not be as worthless as he's always saying. Gee Miller, your husband sounds like a real gem too, how did we get fortunate enough to pick these two shining jewels for a "lifetime" partner? The Fates were frowning on us...
Couldn't sleep last night, cried some more, maybe I'm done now. I hope so, I'm worn out from all the crying, very tired...need to wrap up in a blanket, cocoon for awhile, wish there was some chocolate around here someplace...
Gracie
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