Posted by kara lynne on July 15, 2003, at 21:03:42
In reply to Re: Therapist/ Friend update--noa, posted by lostsailor on July 15, 2003, at 20:30:18
I thought you had good friends! Or did I miss something?
You're so kind--why would I blow up on you for anything you said? I would love to see things as you suggest. That would mean I had something called "self-esteem". I've read about it somewhere...
I guess I really love my ex-- I thought I loved him, I sure invested a lot in him. It's hard to just walk away from that. But to stay involved as I am now (psychically) is indeed self mutilating. There is no love worthy of that.
Personally I see nothing wrong with a little rebound activity. I think a replacement would do me well right now. The problem is that huge gaping wound, where I want to keep going back to the one person who won't give me love to get it. Sigh.
((((aurora)))) ((((tony))))
My friend gave me some homegrown catnip the other night!
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