Posted by lil' jimi on August 29, 2003, at 13:49:09
In reply to Re: Is it tense around here or *what*..., posted by yesac on August 28, 2003, at 10:58:19
hi everyone!
dinah wrote:
> > and am feeling really out of touch with what's going on with everyone.
>
yesac wrote:
> Me too. I'm completely out of touch. I'm not here much lately and don't read much, so actually I don't even know what tension you're talking about. >... me three!
... i don't know why kara kara's feeling tenseness _here_ (i haven't been to social in a while either), but i know why i'm having tension *Here* !... i'm at work
... like any other day at work
... except
... this is my last day at work here
... i have accepted the retirement incentive
... so, i Am retiring ... ... (pretty much ... it is Not like i'll never work again ... i'm Not That retired ... yet)
... soooooo, what's my goodbye send-off for my last day, after working here 30 years?... each of my closest co-workers has gotten into snits and internecine office warfare, THIS Morning
... ... the place is like a combat zone
... ... and now everyone is all hunkered down into slulks and snub mode(s) ...... ... which could be bad enough,
... except every one of these "issues" are related to my departure
... and made much much worse because of the denial and childish subtrefuge
... and total self-indulgent emotional baloney
... ... i should care for these folks well-being, but they have tried to burn that bridge for me ....so i'm a little tense ... until i get to leave at 5 PM .... then NO MORE !!!
... .... but i won't be able to put it away then either ...
... i know!
... i'll call up my doc now and get my lex rx upped to 20 mg!! ... ... of course! ... drugs are the answer !!! HA!where in the heck-fire is my buddhism when i need it, anyway ????
(Om Ah Ra Tsa Na Dhi !!!!! ... ... !!)
peace,
~ jimp.s. hugs to all ... especially kara and yesac!
poster:lil' jimi
thread:254939
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