Posted by daydreamer on January 7, 2004, at 16:30:03
So my partner and I have been together for over half a year (which is a huge step on my part).
With being Bipolar. Anybody who is Bipolar, knows what its like to.. first, find a mate that will accept you... and secondly, stay with you and handle your b.s. every day.To love and stay in a commited relationship with this disease... is so difficult.
They were wonderful to me... so magical...
so patient and understanding..But I couldnt swallow it... yet barely breathe..
There was no pressure, no marriage commitment..I just was loosing it emotionally.. and I didnt want to drag them down anymore.
For the first time in my life, I wasnt selfish..
They were unhappy..but trying to hold on so hard.
We broke up today.
I hope I did the right thing.
poster:daydreamer
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