Posted by Asya on February 21, 2004, at 0:50:16
In reply to Re: If money were no issue for me..., posted by mair on February 20, 2004, at 22:57:06
You know, I used to be really money-oriented and since entering graduate school and becoming somewhat depressed, I have stopped caring about even that, But when I saw what others were posting, I guess I felt the hesrt of the question really was, what would we want if we could have anything in the world? My own response brings tears to my eyes because it reminds me of the voids in my life: I would want a mother like my T, or a relationship with her outside of therapy where she would "adopt" me as a daughter and we would spend nights snuggled on the couch just talking, I so desperately want to be held that way that it hurts physically to think about it; I would want to be pregnant, to feel life growing inside me because I think it would deeply move me and change me, and I would want to spend each day serving those who had nothing. I would spend my lesiure tume writing, appreciating art, music, literature, fine food and wine, and I would want the brick that seems to sit in my stomach every day to go away-- and most of all...I would want to be free from caring what anyone else in the world thinks of me.
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