Posted by Jai Narayan on March 21, 2004, at 20:20:41
In reply to Re: Mom » Jai Narayan, posted by kellyr on March 21, 2004, at 14:27:15
"I can't trust anyone".
Her abusing me, my neighber sexaully abuseing me, & my fathers suicide. By the time I was 17yrs old I shut down & was in the hospital for 9mos. so drugs didn't help.*How old were you when your dad committed sucide? Were you close to him?
I guess I would have shut down too. On top of all this the neighbor sexual abuse. This is a lot of pain to endure.
> As a adult my husband has been there throw all the cring, the nightmares that usaually wined up hitting my husband in my sleep or other things that in the way. so if it wasn't for him I wouldn't be alive.
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*I am so glad that you have someone you trust that is there for you. I had to have that for me to really heal. There's nothing like a good person to hold you when you hurt and feel so completely alone.
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