Posted by AdaGrace on November 7, 2004, at 14:43:23
In reply to Re: Yeah » AdaGrace, posted by Toph on November 6, 2004, at 18:18:17
I guess I just want everyone to leave me alone long enough to go fishing by myself. But then again, there is no pond on my property and I would have to ask permission to go somewhere else. I have a small garden pond in my backyard with goldfish in it (no, I don't fish for them), and I sometimes sit there for the few minutes I get alone. That doesn't come often enough. Ever hear that song by Billy Squire "Everybody Wandts You".....(I know this link will not work, because I tried it before.) Sometimes I feel this way, everybody want me, needs me, and it's not in a good way that makes me feel good inside. So I sit here, longing for the peace I know will not come as soon as I like. Longing for those lazy days of summer when I could go out, sit by myself, think about the future, wonder what I was on this earth for......things like that. I often wonder why I am here. Is it just to serve, clean up after, do for, satify others, and sacrifice myself and my self esteem? Good God, where did this all come from?
Ada (whining with wine) Grace
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