Posted by AdaGrace on May 20, 2005, at 6:04:31
In reply to Last couple of days at work, posted by partlycloudy on May 18, 2005, at 7:28:29
In time I think you will get over the feeling of failure PC. You will begin to enjoy life more. I really think so. The having to be 'up' all the time must be hard. I have to be "on" all the time. It's a very depressing situation, and one that is enhancing my mental decline. I am surounded by other's tears, mad rages, condesceding ways, and "life sucks speeches" until I have become the same way. I long for the opportunity to not have to be around that environment. I so long for that. Could I live vicariously through you? Plant some flowers and bushes in my honor. Go to the park and sit and feed the ducks or do a crossword. Think of me while you do that. Or how about this. Take long jaunts around your neighborhood, city, country and have an old 35mm cammera and lots of b&w film. Take the pictures that people rave about, like the ones that Pottery Barn sells prints of for $300. Jewelry. Make the jewelry, I really loved it. BTW I still want to buy a necklace. Anyway, you get my drift. Those are my dreams, but you certainly can have your own. I so envy you. You haven't failed. You are enjoying an opportunity to live life. Fully, and happily.
Enjoy........AdaGrace
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