Posted by cloudydaze on August 3, 2006, at 22:39:57
In reply to Re: I have serious problems... » cloudydaze, posted by TexasChic on August 3, 2006, at 22:13:16
I want to die tonight.
Apparently my feelings about my grandmother are "unforgivable" - my mom's exact words.
She told me if i couldn't handle it to go somewhere else - of course, she means for good.
I'd like to go somewhere else for good. tonight I'd like to die. And I may, if I can find the resources i need. Of course my mom will never know - because she doesn't think i am ill. Maybe I have enough pills to do the job...
Texaschic, thank you for your kindness - you and snoozin are as of now, my only friends I fear - maybe a select few here. But i assure you no one will miss me much. My mom will probably be glad, and i'm sure my daughter will adjust. My mom thinks she's better at parenting anyway.
I am utterly and totally disgusted with myself beyond repair.
I doubt i will be back to babble tomorrow. I doubt i'll be alive tomorrow.
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