Posted by Deneb on November 24, 2006, at 23:57:12
In reply to I'm really upset, posted by Deneb on November 24, 2006, at 23:20:08
Hello? Anyone out there? I'm sad. The Eating Board is upsetting me a great deal. I'm just going to write because it seems to make me feel a little bit better.
I don't want to write out everything I'm thinking because it might not all be civil, but here are some phrases I'm thinking about:
I'm not manipulative.
Don't call me manipulative.
Don't call me attention seeking.
I'm not developing an eating disorder on purpose.
It hurts when you ignore me.
It feels like you're giving up hope on me.
I feel attacked.
It feels like I'm being ganged up on.
It feels like I'm being abandoned.
I don't know how to behave like a normal person.
I don't know how to relate to others.
I don't know why you are so frustrated.
I wish everything would go back to normal.
I wish people didn't hate me.
I wish people liked me again.
I feel abandoned.
It feels like my friends are saying they are no longer my friends.
I want to threaten suicide.
I want people to know how upset I am.
I want people to write that they care about me.
I wish I were dead, but not permanently.
I just want the pain to stop.
I think people are angry at me.
I want people to like me.
I don't know what I did wrong.
I don't understand.
I'm very hurt by what you said.
I feel really really upset.
I can't stand being this way.
I would do anything to not be upset.
I feel so upset I could die.
I can't bear it.
Help me.
Make me feel better.
Tell me you care about me and like me.
Tell me you love me.
Make me feel better.
Tell me you don't want me to kill myself.
Tell me you'll be very sad if I died.
Help me.
I told you I told my Mom and no one cares.
What do I need to tell you to make you not frustrated?
I don't know what I'm doing wrong.
This is who I am, this is how I write.
People don't like who I am.
People want me to change.
I don't want to change who I am.
I want someone to care about me and support me.
I want comfort.
I want someone to comfort me.
I feel a little better and then I feel worse after reading something.
I wish I could ignore the bad parts.
I wish Dr. Bob would punish those who hurt me.
I'm a bad person for wanting to punish others.
I feel a little better now after writing this.
I hope I don't get into trouble.
I want to feel accepted.
I want to feel liked.
I want to feel cared.
I think Dr. Bob cares.
I love Dr. Bob.
Even when the world is against me I think Dr. Bob still likes me.
Dr. Bob wouldn't judge me.
Dr. Bob wouldn't call me manipulative.
He wouldn't say I was faking.
Dr. Bob can punish me, but that doesn't mean he doesn't like me.Deneb
poster:Deneb
thread:706946
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